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This Page Has Moved!I first saw the story I am about to share with you on the wall of a cubicle at work. It had been copied from an article in The Columbus Dispatch. Then I got a close copy of it in my email with the subtitle, “...beware this is really powerful.” Let’s read and then examine The Room. The
Room
By Brian Keith
Moore In that place
between wakefulness and dreams, I found myself in the room.
There were no
distinguishing features except for the one wall covered with small index card
files. They were like the ones in libraries that list titles by author or
subject in alphabetical order. But these files, which stretched from floor to
ceiling and seemingly endlessly in either direction, had very different
headings. As I drew near
the wall of files, the first to catch my attention was one that read,
"People I have liked." I opened it and began flipping through the
cards. I quickly shut it, shocked to realize that I recognized the names written
on each one. And then without
being told, I knew exactly where I was. This lifeless room with its small files
was a crude catalog system for my entire life. The actions of my every moment,
big and small, were written in a detail my memory couldn't match. A sense of wonder
and curiosity, coupled with horror, stirred within me as I began randomly
opening files and exploring their content. Some brought joy and sweet memories;
others a sense of shame and regret so intense that I would look over my shoulder
to see if anyone was watching. A
file named "Friends" was next to one marked "Friends I have
betrayed." The titles ranged
from common, everyday things to the not-so-common -- "Books I Have
Read", "Lies I Have Told", "Comfort I have Given",
"Jokes I Have Laughed at". Some were almost
hilarious in their exactness: "Things I've yelled at my Brothers and
Sisters". Others I couldn't laugh at: "Things I Have Done in
Anger", "Things I Have Muttered Under My Breath at My Parents." I never ceased to
be surprised by the contents. Often there were many more cards than I expected.
Sometimes fewer than I hoped. I was overwhelmed
by the sheer volume of the life I had lived. Could it be possible that I had
time in my 17 years to write each of these thousands or millions of cards? But
each card confirmed the truth. Each was written in my own handwriting. Each card
was signed with my signature. When I pulled out
the file marked "Songs I have listened to," I realized the files grew
to contain their contents. The cards were packed tightly, and yet after two or
three yards, I hadn't found the end of the file. I shut it, shamed, not so much
by the quality of music, but more by the vast amount of time I knew that file
represented. When I came to a
file marked "Lustful Thoughts," I felt a chill run through my body. I
pulled the file out only an inch, not willing to test its size, and drew out a
card. I shuddered at its detailed content. I felt sick to think such a moment
had been recorded. A feeling of
humiliation and anger ran through my body.
One thought dominated my mind: "No one must ever see these cards! No
one must ever see this room! I have to destroy them!" In insane frenzy
I yanked the file out. Its size didn't mattered now. I had to empty it and burn
the cards. But as I took it at one end and began pounding it on the floor, I
could not dislodge a single card. I became desperate and pulled out a card, only
to find it as strong as steel when I tried to tear it. Defeated and
utterly helpless, I returned the file to its slot. Leaning my forehead against
the wall, I let out a long, self-pitying sigh. And then I saw it. The file bore
"People I Have Shared the Gospel With." The handle was
brighter than those around it, newer, almost unused. I pulled on its handle and
a small box not more than three inches long fell into my hands.
I could count the cards it contained on one hand. And then the
tears came. I began to weep. Sobs so deep that the hurt started in my stomach
and shook through me. I fell on my knees and cried.
I cried out of shame, from the overwhelming shame of it all. The rows of
file shelves swirled in my tear-filled eyes. No one must ever,
ever know of this room. I must lock it up and hide the key. Then as I looked
up through my tears, I saw Him enter the room. No, please, not Him. Not
here. Anyone but Jesus. I watched
helplessly as He began to open the files and read the cards. I couldn't bear to
watch His response. The few times I looked at His face I saw such sadness that
it tore at my heart. He seemed to
intuitively go to the worst boxes. Why
did He have to read every one? Finally, He
turned and looked at me from across the room. He looked at me with pity in His
eyes. But this was a pity that didn't anger me. I dropped my head, covered my
face with my hands and began to cry again.
He walked over and put His arm around me. He could have said so many
things. But He didn't say a word.
He just cried with me. Then He got up
and walked back to the wall of files. Starting at one end of the room, He took
out a file and, one by one, began to sign His name over mine on each card. "No!" I
shouted rushing to Him. All I could find to say was "No, no, " as I
pulled the card from Him. His name shouldn't be on these cards. But there it
was, written in red so rich, so dark, so alive. The name of Jesus covered mine. It was written in
blood. He gently took
the card back. He smiled a sad smile and began to sign the cards. I don't think
I'll ever understand how He did it so quickly, but the next instant it seemed I
heard Him close the last file and walk back to my side.
He placed His hand on my shoulder and said, "It is finished." I stood up, and He led me out of the room. There was no lock on its door. There were still cards to be written. The
Examination
When
I first read this story I thought, “wow, what a thoughtful, powerful, loving
depiction of the blood of Christ covering my sin”.
But is it? An Accounting
Is
the concept of a room like that in the story valid?
It could be. Matt
12:36 teaches that we shall have to give an accounting of our words in the
day of judgment. Romans
14:12 says that every one of us shall give an account of himself to God.
Revelation
20:12 gives us a scene of judgment according to our works.
It seems the concept is valid. Hear God's WordRomans
10:14 shows that we must hear God’s word in order to believe.
The character in “The room” knew who Jesus was.
He says, “Anyone but Jesus”. We
also see a drawer about sharing the gospel.
He seems to have heard God’s word. Believe Jesus is
God's Son
Romans
10:10 begins, “For with the heart man believeth unto
righteousness”. The character in
“The room” seems to believe that Jesus has the power to take away sin.
Can we imply that he believes that he is the Son of God? Repent of Sin
Acts
17:30 teaches that God , “now commandeth
all men every where to repent”. “The
room” shows no repentance, only humiliation, anger, sorrow and shame.
These feelings may lead to a change of heart and action, but are not a
change by themselves. Perhaps we
have to imply again. Confess
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